Today is a monday for me--although its really wednesday. Its a gloomy-rainy day--although the sun is shining hot outside and the DJ just announced that its a storm-free and low-pressure area free day today.
Monday...gloomy...rainy...
Probably its because I didn't feel like going to work today. Not that I feel lazy or anything...it just didn't feel right. It didn't seem to be the right thing to do. Its like I should be somewhere else doing something more important.
The problem is...I can't quite put a finger on it. I don't know what it is that I should be doing at this very moment. I'm not so worried though that I'm wasting my life on nonsense...because I know, at the back of my head and at the core of my heart...that I am exactly where GOD wants me to be. This is probably what He wants me to do...think and wonder about my life...make myself ready for the days to come...grow up, mature, believe.
So my life right now is pretty much similar to that of the star in the movie WANTED. If you havn't watched it...GO! NOW!
I know better days are coming...SOON... really SOON! I can feel it. Its tingling in my bones. Its like a word you've forgotten but you feel is at the tip of your tongue. That close. Its really at the tip of every part of my body. Its here. It arrived. It just needs to be discovered.
What I'm waiting for is my real calling. The one which I was created for. My ultimate purpose in this world...
Soon...I will be living that purpose.
